Kind of an update on things

Hey, sorry I haven't posted in a long time. I haave been busy with work experience and alkig with a certain someone. But thank god, my work experience finished the thursday that has just passed. I has been a long and tiring 6 weeks of work experience for me. Annd the special someoe has probably been taking up the rest of my time. Amazing person he is.

An another note, my tinnitus seems to sometimes get worse and other times go down.
I havent been weariong my hearing aids for the previous 6 weeks at all, because i have just been to busy. And i wouldnt be able to understand speech with them yet, i dont think. And i would have to try and get used to the hearing aids being there on top of trying to understand what people are saying and all the other things. And i gthink its a good thing that i didnt because i have been sweatring a lot under the sun, it has rained and i have gotten dirty. So my hearing aids might of got sweat in them, wet from rain and dirty. Which might of broken them.
I am thi nking about wearing my hearing aids only when my tinnitus is unbearable and hard to ignore, etc. But when it is manageable and easily to ignore, etc i won't wear them.

It has been 2 months since i got my hearing aids, and the fact is i have barely worn them. And i am sorry to those people who really want me to wear them.

I recieved an email the other day from my audiologist saying that she needs to see me ASAP because i still haven't had that follow up appionment with her. Which means i need to start wearing my hearing aids more and more again.

I think and probably am back at sqaure one again.