Trying

So, earlier today/yesterday (Monday)i had college. I brought my hearing aids with me to college, they were safely in my baag the whole day. The reason why i brought my hearing aids into college was if i wanted to walk through the park on my way home from the bus stop and if i wanted to try wearing them in the park i could. Ok, i know i know. that i am supposed to be wearing them all day att college and all the waking hours. the thing is i havent got myself to that point yet.
Anyways I had my day at college was the usual day at college. After college i caught the bus back home. Once i arrived at my destination i got off the both and decided i would walk through the park on my way home.
In the path entrance from the village to the park, i stopped so I could put on my ears (hearing aids). One at a time i got them out from my bag and inserted the ear mold into my ear and put the bte part of the hearing aid behind my ear, so i did that twice.
Once i put both of them in i heard the traffic through the village which was coming from behind me.
I walked into the park from that footpath, everyfoot step i took my heart raced a little faster until i got into the park. Once i got into the park and started walking through i was very nervous and i was looking around continously. My ear was tied up, so the hearing aids were on show. And the park was busy, there was football practise (which i find weird for it be on a monday at like 6pm)anyway the football practise was next to the other entrance, then i could see a couple heading towards me on the footpath and to the right of me was a group of around 6 guys these guys werent young but i am not going to try and guess their ages.
When i wore the hearing aids for a couple of mins i heard so many new and old sounds i couldnt tell what was what from what. The only one i could make clear was the guys talking to each other but i couldnt make out their speech.
I heard this group of guys talking to each other but they were talking on top of each other so i couldnt really make clear speech from that. I also heard this rushing noise i dont know what that was still need to try and find out what that is, this high pitch kind of squelling or something i dont know what it was, and i heard other new sounds that are hard to distingush. Once i reached the pond, i took my hearing aids out because my heart was racing really fast when i had them in, i felt really self concious and thinking people would look and stare at my hearing aids, i was nervous whilst wearing them, everything was a lot overwhelming for me with a lot of sounds at once that i could barely distingush, and also for the reasons i mentioned in previous post.

Anyways, i am going to put my ears (hearing aids) on now to see how long i can wear them/keep them in for and i kinda promised a friend that i will try wearing them tosday.
So here it goees. a post about now will probably put up 2moz or later.