why i dont like wearing my hearing aids

I know i havent been trying to wear them every day. At least i have tryed a couple of time though.
Since i got them i have kinda have a love hate relationship going on with them.
The only reason why i would like them and wear them would be because i would need to and have to rely on them to hear clearly, properly, well eough to understand speech and sounds and know what sounds are, etc. they also help me with masking my tinnitus.
apart from that i dont like wearing my new hearing aids.
I dont like wearing them because:
1. they feel uncomfortable (when in my ears)
2. they feel weird (in my ears)
3. my ears don't want them there
4. i can feel them when they are in my ears
5. they are loud probably cz of the power and cz otherwise i wouldnt be able to hear sounds well with them if they were normal or quiet. maybe normal but idk
6.the earmolds bung up my ears
7. my ears feel stuffy when i wear them
8.my ears thump when the hearing aids are in my ears
9.and more recently strating to make my ears itch.
10. when there is too many noises going on it can be overwhelming.
11. because it is summer and its getting hot. my hair will be tied up all the time. and the hearing aid is a pearly silvery white type colour which is going to make them stand out and im scared that people will stare at them/my ears
and there might be some other reasons why i dont like wearing them but i cant think of them off the top of my head